Open your eyes

I'll never forget my bf's words: "She's never gonna be honest, she's never gonna be a true friend. She only acts with honesty as long as it fits her interest. She's a master at manipulating people. She looks all neat and kind, but she's pure evil. Inside, she's eaten by gealousy, hatred, envy" ... 
If only I'd listened to my bf then...




Just open your eyes
Tell the truth from the lies,
Learn to tell day from night
Learn who's wrong & who's right!

Dont get blinded by a smile,
For it's not worth the while,
True spirits will never ever find
Comfort in hating and being unkind!

Never lonely

It's night time...I look up to the sky...
There she is : Spica, the One and Only.
"Hey girl", she says," stop asking yourself <Why>!!
You might be now alone, but you're never lonely!"

To Front

I'll let the picture do the talking :)

Get me out of this misery

Your better half should always be your friend,
Not make you think, pray and hope for an end....
He should love you just the way you are,
For you can't always shine bright like a star...

To my H. Family

Sometimes when you feel sad and lonely, you say things you don't mean...
If I hurt anyone with my last poem, I am so very sorry and I apologize with all my heart, and hope you guys can forgive me!
I was just too sad...still am, but now I see things more clearly than yesterday!
I pray you can accept my apologies!
Love U all!

Hurt

To fall asleep at 4 AM

Only to be there for a friend,

And when it's time for them to say

"Don't worry, it will be OK",

They vanish like a magic hat...

And I am hurt by that :(

I'm all alone, misunderstood,

No more feelings of brotherhood,

Everyone's out just for themselves

While you are out here, by yourself...

They never have the time for you,

They all got problems, but U do too,

U lost ur job, Twitter got U so tired,

Getting u to the point where u almost got fired.

U resigned cause you were too tired and weak

And here U are, w/ the problems at their peak,

Where are the friends that u used to stand beside?

They're all gone! Now there's no one by your side..

Where is the LOVE that we all used to preach,

Where is the KINDNESS that we wanted to teach,

Where is the PATIENCE of standing by a friend,

Where is that idea of TOLERANCE til the end?

Where is the man that provided all these?

He forgot u existed, he has too much PEACE

To even observe what u're writing to him.

That u were beside him, when his days were dim.

They say to love and expect nothing in return,

It's true, but the lack of love makes ur heart burn...

Your brain gets numb, your body shuts down,

Your soul dies inside, where is Love's Crown?

Optimism

Through the wondering and the tears, Through all my lack of trust and fears, Within the shadows of my night I can still see a ray of light.